Being caught

Time has always been a problem. It seems that i’m losing it. I’m a 15 year old girl doing her GCSE’s, attending a dance school and trying to have time to relax. Was I ever expecting to be so tied up? No.

I’m behind in all my coursework and I have done little revision for the upcoming exams. I know how to organise my time but putting that into reality is the hardest. Dance school is hard and takes up a lot of time and effort. I enjoy it though I do find myself so tired that I fall asleep during lessons. Deadlines are closing in and i’m not ready, even though there is so much to do i use all my free time to relax, calm down and do nothing. Why? Why cant i get everything done and then have Sunday to relax?

I feel like being caught by time.

I don’t have time for a social life.

I worry what will happen next but those thought are only thoughts and wont change time.

Anyway just to pile onto everything, I spent some time recording with my friend Mackenzie the other day:

Hopefully my artistic soul will begin to create more music and art, will calm down and figure things out.

The Gab Eye (I felt whilst writing this like it was a race against time)

Let me know what you think....